new Year's resolution!

Hello everyone, so, ive been very busy this year, but i decided that this new year's resolution will be... Yes, same as last year's one, and the year before, and the year before... But i have a good feeling about it, i just know that this year i will succed!
But before that, i want to share few good magazines i found, so the first one is called, Writing, its UKs magazine which i find is very good, here how it looks like:

 

they have very good advice in there, and i have quite a few of them. i will post the other one later, tnks

Busy... Way too busy...

So, my New Year resolution was to publish this year something. Yes, any of my ideas. Well, more than ideas, drafts, which i will make perfect later on. I wanted to work on one of the books everyday little by little, but i went to uni, i found that i dont have time at all, and by at all, i mean at all.

I will try to find time, but i doubt that i will find a lot, as i work at the weekends... As this is my dream, i will find the time, dont know when though, as study is on the first place now.

Anyway, just wanted to tell that i am still writing, and feel pain just by looking at my some half finished, some finished babies, which wait to be seen by the world. Hope they will, some day, for sure :)

Hope will never die

You know, i read a lot of things in the interned bout people who got disappointed by rejection and gave up, but i never will. Even though life goes on, without knowing about my existence, still, i have this hope insde of e that one day i will become successful writer, and for now, i keep writing, yes, i do, as its what makes my day!

So, anyway, now i have like tons of written stories. I hope that one day i will go back o them and print >.<

For now, i will keep writing, as my head is full of ideas, whatever i a- i think of something, and i cant stop it, i just have new story almost every day!

Yes, i also dream a lot, 2-3 dreams per night, and all of them an be used as stories too as they are just crazy!

Anyway, i will succeed one day, i just know it, and for now, i will keep writing and hope for the better :)))))))))))))))))))))

rejected...

Anyway, i did a lot during those few months, i send my manuscript to editor, as english isnt my first language, then i aslo ordered query letter and 3 pages synopsis, and 10.05.12 i send submission by email, and got... regected. I dotn even know how i feel... Somehow sad, but i knew it was coming, didnt i? But what if everyone else will do the same and i will end up with my dreams crashed? No! I wrote for 8 years not to be broken now. I will continue writing, i just hope that everything will be fine, so today i will send more queries. But the main problem is that i dont know where i did mistake and why my work was rejected... I wish i knew...

ok............now i finished..... and even tried to find editor which was real problem as there are just too many of them, but at least i know what to do next, but what after this step.... i found onlune editor for like 800 dollars for my 60000 words, id say i need it as im not native speaker and my grammar and sentences just dont work well, but id say i wont add anything else. I got 200 pages after putting them into differnt format, so its ok id say, waiting fro responce of other editors and then... then decide and find out what to do next... we will see...

At last

Yahoo! Today at last i finished typing my book from copy into computer! I mean it was pretty silly of me writing book for few weeks, but typing it for more than half a year!!! Crazy!!! Well, i've been kind of busy(yeah, right), reading manga, and trying to study for my 1st year in university and so the day at last came, its the second step to fulfilment of my dream! Now i need to check it for grammar, also add some describtion, chack story line and i can look for editor. Ok, im a bit concerned about that. I mean its not my first book that i wrote but will be the first that i will publish, and im a bit afraid that no one will like it, but i really love to write, so lets hope for best! Besides i have no idea how much i need to pay for editor and what will happen next... We will see, for now- i will edit myself a bit and futer will show everything else!

my dream is...

My dream from long time ago was to become writer, of course i have many others dreams but this one is most realistic, i mean i doubt that i will grow wings someday :). Anyway, hope that it will come true soon as i waited for 7 years already!