rejected...

Anyway, i did a lot during those few months, i send my manuscript to editor, as english isnt my first language, then i aslo ordered query letter and 3 pages synopsis, and 10.05.12 i send submission by email, and got... regected. I dotn even know how i feel... Somehow sad, but i knew it was coming, didnt i? But what if everyone else will do the same and i will end up with my dreams crashed? No! I wrote for 8 years not to be broken now. I will continue writing, i just hope that everything will be fine, so today i will send more queries. But the main problem is that i dont know where i did mistake and why my work was rejected... I wish i knew...

ok............now i finished..... and even tried to find editor which was real problem as there are just too many of them, but at least i know what to do next, but what after this step.... i found onlune editor for like 800 dollars for my 60000 words, id say i need it as im not native speaker and my grammar and sentences just dont work well, but id say i wont add anything else. I got 200 pages after putting them into differnt format, so its ok id say, waiting fro responce of other editors and then... then decide and find out what to do next... we will see...

At last

Yahoo! Today at last i finished typing my book from copy into computer! I mean it was pretty silly of me writing book for few weeks, but typing it for more than half a year!!! Crazy!!! Well, i've been kind of busy(yeah, right), reading manga, and trying to study for my 1st year in university and so the day at last came, its the second step to fulfilment of my dream! Now i need to check it for grammar, also add some describtion, chack story line and i can look for editor. Ok, im a bit concerned about that. I mean its not my first book that i wrote but will be the first that i will publish, and im a bit afraid that no one will like it, but i really love to write, so lets hope for best! Besides i have no idea how much i need to pay for editor and what will happen next... We will see, for now- i will edit myself a bit and futer will show everything else!

my dream is...

My dream from long time ago was to become writer, of course i have many others dreams but this one is most realistic, i mean i doubt that i will grow wings someday :). Anyway, hope that it will come true soon as i waited for 7 years already!